Read this at a fast pace? It's meant to be read like that
Why do I care?
Why should I care?
In this everlasting darkness
Not even penetrated by the light
The world is cold and lonely
There's nothing left for me
As i wander by the sea
I could see you and me
Why do they keep coming back?
It's not like as if they're important
But my stupid heart, which I thought was stone
Always lets me get lost in that black
It's pouring, it's crying, it's screaming, it's wailing
It comforts me in a way
The way the wild winds are screaming
The way the rains shroud me and drain away the pain
It's like shedding a skin
One old and rotten
Not even my kin
Will be able to understand this feeling of forgotten
all I do is wander
'Til my feet has grown sore
My eyesight stopped by liquid fire
Which is water at its core
I'm infuriated, I'm sorrowful, doubt, blinded by my pain
There was loss, and no gain
My time alone is back, but with a negative drain
You know me not, but i do know you
Feeling as if I've been played by a fool
Let me be aloof, so I won't lose
Into these feelings of mortality
The heart breaks in two, a broken bird sings
It repeats over and over 'Memories'
By chance, or maybe Fate's cruel trick
We collide, unable to turn away
The way you act, any parrot can mimic
I know you know me not, like I've been driven
And crashed, left on the side of the road
And left to rust, a wreck, a mess
In those empty eyes, I see no sign of me
Well, you'll only human I can see
We bicker, we push, we snarl, we hate
We despair, we dramatize, we yell at Fate
Doused in fire, frozen over in ice
Memories fade away, all just a game
The throw of the dice chooses our ways
If this is how we are played, then
I refuse to play
I turn my back on you that day
Let everything fade
Let the colors die into grey
Let this cold bite take my breath away
Let the ice take the feeling away
Let my heart fly free out of its broken cage
Let this moment be washed by the rain
I am no more.
This is depressing. o_o
*grabs a tissue and starts to cry*
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